You’re together but you’re not. Her hands on her phone. Too busy to communicate for real. It’s such a painful communication gap.
I hate it.
She even forgot that she promised to eat dinner with you.
Anyway, she’s already full. How could she care?
Besides, she’s so fond of her new-found friend now. I’m jealous. Really.
And just like that, the gloomy new year continues.
My Heart Has Been Constantly Bleeding
Thea approached me as she woke up yesterday morning. She told me I felt distant.
I mean… She felt that I was so distant.
The truth is that I, too, could not feel that she was ever accessible these days, especially as she’s more frequently having her “own-world” moments.
I could almost regret that I’ve given her a new phone for a Christmas gift. But I had good reasons for doing so. (Note for me: expound on this later.)
Anyway, as I was saying, my heart has been bleeding. I feel so down.
I don’t even feel like finishing this post. But, yeah, I have to post this anyhow.
And it’s just like that. We’re having such a painful communication gap. It’s even affecting my writing now.
I feel broken. And I am just speechless.